I’m Struggling

I’m struggling with things to write here, mainly due to the fact my life has become a little stagnate. Still jobless, I do have job interviews coming up, but this has left me a bit penniless…

…and with nothing to do.

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I think I may do another one of these things to pass the time… I’ll see how I feel tomorrow…

Abandoned, But Not Forgotten

Yes, I abandoned that stupid 30 Day Blog Challenge. It was mainly due to the fact that I left my laptop at home when I stayed at my boyfriends for the week. Then I got tied up into planning NaNoWriMo and now… It’s begun!

This is Day 4 and I’m doing terribly. This is my progress so far:

Day 1 – 3,301 words

Day 2 – 0

Day 3 – 221 words

Day 4 – The day is still young. Currently 0 though!

I’m back at mine now and motivation should be easy. Less distractions and a nice desk to work at. I’m now off to make tea, maybe a bite to eat and to sit down and type till my hands become bloody stumps.

Anyone else doing NaNoWriMo? If so how y’all doing?

Day 21

DAY 21

How You Hope Your Future Will Be Like

Firstly, I hate the wording of that sentence.

Secondly, I’m quite simple. I hope to have my own place with my fella. We’ll have a garden where I grow vegetables.

If we raise enough money, I’d like to run a BnB in Brighton.

That’s all I’m really wishing for…

Day 20

DAY 20

Your Fears

I could say something deep and meaningful like, “My biggest fear is being forgotten” (Yes, that is true), but I am going to treat this question rather light-heartedly and talk about everyday fears.

I used to have a massive fear of Sheep. It was something I managed to conquer when hiking in Wales (a place with a high population of sheep). On this hike I realised how stupid Sheep are and how stupid my fear was.

I also used to have a massive fear of blood. It was something I had to overcome to work in a blood bank. However, I’m not fully cured. I can handle blood in tubes, blood bags, etc. I can’t handle when people are actively bleeding. I barely cope when I bleed.

I have a rather big fear of heights. Something I have tried to conquer but haven’t quite yet. I can stifle it sometimes, but sometimes I can just really freak out. It almost means I’m not a good flyer. It’s only really take-off and landing that I panic.

I don’t like spiders. The boyfriend has a big fear of spiders, so naturally I deal with them. This also includes bees, wasps, moths and anything else that scares him.

Apart from that, I’m pretty normal 😀

Day 19 + Rocky Horror Picture Show + Pictures of London

DAY 19

Five Items You Lust After

Wait, what? I thought lust was a sexual feeling. Like a sexual desire. I can honestly say there is no item that I sexually desire…

What a stupid question.

Rocky Horror Picture Show

Anyway, I’m going to a Rocky Horror Picture Show Screening on Saturday. This means the works. I’m dressing up as Riff Raff and I will be bringing rice, newspapers, water pistols, etc. For those of you who do not understand, screenings of the Rocky Horror Picture Show are very different from normal ones. You are encouraged to dress up as the characters, you throw rice during the wedding scene, fire your water pistol when it rains, etc. It’s going to be my first time, but I’m really excited. I will try to take pictures, but we’ll see how it goes.

Pictures of London

I’m no photographer, but if I see a view I like, I normally take a picture. So here are the views I’ve captured (using my iPhone).

Hounslow, London, UK

Paddington Station, London, UK

The River Thames at Southwark, London, UK (Yes, it’s pouring with rain)

South Kensington, London, UK

Heathrow Airport, London, UK

Day 18

DAY 18

A Problem That You Had

A problem that I’ve had… I’ll be honest, I kinda wished I hadn’t taken up this challenge. Some of the questions are about things I don’t normally find myself concerned with. I find this is also hampering my research/planning of NaNoWriMo which starts on 1st November. For those of you that don’t know, it’s short for National Novel Writing Month where you try to write a 50,000 word novel in the month of November. If you are participating and would like to be my buddy click here. If you just want to know more about it, click here.

Day 16

DAY 16

Something You Always Think “What If…” About

I don’t really have any regrets or what ifs. I live for now. It comes down to the fact that I am a great believer of fate and everything happens for a reason. Therefore if things don’t go my way, it’s for a good reason. Yes, this really is how laid back I am about life and everything…

I Told Weekends Would Be Hard Day 13, 14 and 15

DAY 13

Your Opinion About Your Body

Generally, I don’t like my body. I’m overweight and not that great to look at. However, I figure most other people think the same as me, so I don’t really worry about it.

DAY 14

What You Wore Today

Erm… haven’t really got out of bed yet. I will have to put on some clothes to go to the boyfriends and guessing that will just be jeans, t-shirt, studded belt and vans. I’m no style icon.

DAY 15

Your Zodiac

I’m a Sagittarius. I do think I fit a Sagittarius, but I don’t really think there is anything in star signs. I find them very general and sometimes incorrect. However, I do like to read them. Maybe I’m waiting for proof that it’s all real?