That’s a long title.
Anyway, I had this dream about nan which was really odd. I have dreamt about her before. My mum was calling my mobile while I was asleep and I answered in my sleep. I dreamt that it was my nan and then I kept realising she was dead and hanging up.
Anyway, the recent dream. My dad and I used to pick my nan up from her house and drive her to our house to stay afew nights. I used to love the journey. So I am in the car with my nan on that very journey. In her lap is half of a large pebble half wrapped in a red and white plastic bag. I was curious about it and asked, “What is that?” My nan replied, “My burdens”. Hearing that made me want to carry my nan’s burdens. So I said, “I’ll take”. My nan then got really upset and handed my the pebble saying, “You’ll never carry my burdens”. I wanted to carry my nans burdens though and we both started crying. Suddenly we were at a train station still crying. I was hugging then someone asked us, “What are you crying about?” I answered, “Nothing” as my nan left through the barriers.
Odd, right?
Then I started thinking about it. I tell everyone that I bound to get Senile Dementia because both my nans had. Maybe she was trying to tell me that I may be able to carry her physical burdens but not the pyscological ones. The ones of the mind that she had suffered. Maybe I am looking into this too much?
Also, the train station. I recently watched the film Tube Tales which is a compilation of small films. In one of them, it uses a train station barrier as heaven. You need the right ticket to get in sort of thing. Maybe that’s a reference my nan was using. Maybe I looking into this too much?
What do y’all think?
